Gratefully Dead

Where do you see yourself in 10 years?(The question popped up uninvited on my WordPress app) I'll be 94, most likely joined the Grateful Dead, glad to sing along in their glorious number, Dark Star: Dark star crashes, pouring its light into ashesReason tatters, the forces tear loose from the axisSearchlight casting for faults in… Continue reading Gratefully Dead

Yes Dear

retrieved from a post published elsewhere on October 20th, 2016 In my last I mentioned “a post in preparation, called ‘Just Words’, but it may take several days, or forever.” All very well but there is real life to be lived, can’t leave this hanging & festering like a debt with mounting interest due. “Just… Continue reading Yes Dear

Take Nothing for Granted

Here's a post from November 29th, 2008, worth sharing again. I hope you'll like it as I do. So I planned to republish today. Then things got overtaken by more immediate concerns (now fixed) * What are you thankful for? asks a blogger friend, seasonably. What shall I do with the days that remain, if… Continue reading Take Nothing for Granted

Notes on the Design of Form, Part 1

I posted this on another site, on Jan 29th, ’23, not long before being rushed to hospital for a diagnosis and tricky spinal operation. Now, there's "all the time in the world" to get the job done properly; so long as impatience doesn't get the better of doing a proper  job. Many years ago, when… Continue reading Notes on the Design of Form, Part 1

Quality Management Under the Sea

In 1993 I was contracted to Eurotunnel, based on its offices in Folkestone. Didn't have much to do, just attend various weekly meetings, so I had times for creative initiatives, not all of which were adopted by our Director, Jacques Rossi, a kind of noble Corsican with grand ideas, like his charismatic compatriot Bonaparte, but… Continue reading Quality Management Under the Sea

Brochure design

Some years ago I was commissioned to produce a brochure for the church of St Barnabas in Bexhill-on-Sea. You'll see from its Facebook page that it's still keen on attracting worshippers (or mere visitors) with all kinds of colourful pictures. The invitation came through my sister. I'd done a bit of design and type-setting for… Continue reading Brochure design

What Causes War?

Written on July 30th, 2006, but a good question today I write early on Sunday morning, the windows having been wide open all night to maximise coolth in the bedroom, & no curtains pulled across so that light stole in long before dawn. Witty voices and song renditions from passing revellers and karaoke contestants also… Continue reading What Causes War?

Proof of Angels

Written October 5th 2010, updated today A propos my newly-confirmed belief in the existence of angels, Ashok says in his new post: “He will not believe in anything easily unless he has very sound proof of it.” Au contraire, my dear Ashok. (I seem to be starting each sentence in French.) There is no need… Continue reading Proof of Angels

a sort of philosophy

Discovered today, written on April 8th, 2020 All life is encounter. I recall writing about this insight a few years ago, inspired by Martin Buber’s  I and Thou: crystallized from it within my own understanding.. Crystallization: a word with meanings in cookery, chemistry and, according to Stendhal, the process of falling in love, as written… Continue reading a sort of philosophy

Live by the Pen, Die by the Pen

A long-lost post from August 2nd, 2012 In the early years of this blog, I would dash off new posts with ease. I wasn’t setting out to be a writer, only to express the simple sweetness of life as I felt it in the moment, with a little speculative reflection thrown in. I was embarrassed… Continue reading Live by the Pen, Die by the Pen

Luck & Angelic Messengers

Written July 10th, 2008. Worth republishing for the conversations among readers. See the Comments section, below It rained continually yesterday, didn’t stop but went through varying intensities. It reached the point that everyone ignored the light drizzle. Before the day was over I was taking no notice of the moderate rain either. I was fixing… Continue reading Luck & Angelic Messengers

On Fresh Air Alone

Previously published on January 5th, 2015, a favourite reminiscence from my days working for Notts.* County Council , as described in this post If you want to go somewhere and enjoy an undisturbed smoke I suggest the Nineteen-Fifties. If you were actually around at the time, it’s no problem—wings of memory will take you and… Continue reading On Fresh Air Alone

Spaces

Written on June 19th 2019 but apparently not published. We 'd been staying a few days in a rented flat, not far from these sights. As I lay awake this morning before getting up, a great procession of thoughts came to visit me. Thoughts? I'm not sure what a thought is. They were dwelling-places of… Continue reading Spaces

Stories of Feline Sagacity

I eagerly read everything I found in my grandparents' house in St Leonards-on-Sea, and also my stepfather's house in Hastings. Both were stuffed with books from the 19th century.  Here are some pages rediscovered via the Gutenberg Project. (Originally posted on 20th January, 2015) Cats. I have undertaken, my young friends, to give you a number… Continue reading Stories of Feline Sagacity

I am an animal

This was written on September 1st, 2006. My beloved was working in Amersham Old Town. Being unemployed, I would to drive her there and take advantage of any suitable weather to tramp around the countryside. To be so entwined with Nature was an uplifting experience. I felt at one with the creatures I encountered and… Continue reading I am an animal

Inner and Outer Landscape

A rambling essay written on October 19th, 2014, not published here before I decided to go for my usual loaf of bread by a circuitous route, over the Pastures; or rather, my feet took me that way while I readied myself to share what I had to say to Olympus, my companion of the road,… Continue reading Inner and Outer Landscape

Robert Louis Stevenson on Gas Lamps

an extract from Virginibus Puerisque Closely following on this epoch of migratory lanthorns in a world of extinction, came the era of oil-lights, hard to kindle, easy to extinguish, pale and wavering in the hour of their endurance. Rudely puffed the winds of heaven; roguishly clomb up the all-destructive urchin; and, lo! in a moment… Continue reading Robert Louis Stevenson on Gas Lamps

The Story of Tools

I got this little volume of 44 pages from a book sale in West Wycombe Village Hall, many years ago. It's plain to see that it was specifically designed to help educate members of the Young Communist League appreciate the advantages of collectivism—as against the deadly enemy, Capitalism. Good for them, I say. This may… Continue reading The Story of Tools

To Paul, from Vincent

Remembering Paul Maurice Martin Paul writes: One time I think on another blog you jokingly referred to agreeing with me for a change. But I’m not convinced you disagree most of the time so much as that you have your own outlook on life. My sense is that you tend to respond less to the… Continue reading To Paul, from Vincent

From East Cowes, to the Universe

East Cowes is a little community on the Isle of Wight, where I went to live in April 1954, aged 12. This is what I wrote after a visit with Karleen in August, 2008. The piece was titled Coming Back to East Cowes. Now that I’ve got a proper memory card in my camera, I… Continue reading From East Cowes, to the Universe

Cause for Aala m?…

...or at least the first tear after appealing to a tribunal. It's a shame there are tears at tribunal appeals. It may be the prospect of multiple tiers in a long-winded legal process They seem to be in business (a) to ease the flow of would-be immigrants (b) to intervene in extraditions (c) to encourage… Continue reading Cause for Aala m?…

“outnumbered by blessings”

Written on November 17th, 2017, now restored It was one of those "whisperings" that I get occasionally when the conscious mind is quiescent. The brain can do funny things. Shostakovich had a fragment of shrapnel lodged in his, left over from WWII. When he held his head at a certain angle he heard music. All… Continue reading “outnumbered by blessings”

a Hyperspace Adventure—jump on!

a shorter than usual post—but you can take a long journey through time and space.  Just click here ...* It started one morning in 1998, while I was freelancing in Volt Delta, a hi-tech American company in Egham. I saw a little ad on the front page of the Daily Telegraph for Claranet, offering email… Continue reading a Hyperspace Adventure—jump on!

A Magical Place

previously published on ian.mulder.clara.net on 5th October 2002 Magic is always available, to everyone. It is made manifest through repetition. First you have to be able to perceive something, a glimmer of something special, in something—whether an object, a place, an event or a person. Then you have to come back and find it again.… Continue reading A Magical Place

Joy without a cause

previously published on November 17th, 2020 Inspired by G.K. Chesterton's Ballad of the White Horse and recently recalled by Malcolm Guite: . . . it is not the first time that this poem has come to life again when England was in crisis. Chesterton saw that a renewal of the vision of joy and humility,… Continue reading Joy without a cause

The Spell of the Sensuous

I last wrote about this book exactly 14 years ago. I started reading it again recently, leaving a bookmark on  page 38, where it speaks of the felt contrast between "subjective" and "objective". Objective reality, the realm of orthodox science "was, according to Husserl, a theoretical construction, an unwarranted idealization of intersubjective experience." The "real… Continue reading The Spell of the Sensuous

a Dummy’s prayer answered

Once I was a Geek. someone who is intelligent but not fashionable or popular: He's such a geek. —someone who is very interested in a particular subject and knows a lot about it (from Cambridge Online Dictionary) I've been trying to restore some of my old creative skills based on CorelDraw 6 (as mentioned in my last post) and Microsoft Access,… Continue reading a Dummy’s prayer answered

Van Loon’s Lives, and other stories

I got this from eBay with a very tattered cover. Not surprising as the book, first published in 1943, was printed in 1947. I've managed to restore the dust cover, using strips of 80gsm paper  , water colours, black Sharpie and PVA adhesive, resulting in a reasonable job without spending more hours on it. You… Continue reading Van Loon’s Lives, and other stories

It just so happened…

...'Twas but a trick o' the light... Shakespeare?  That ever-present Artificially Intelligent AI had nothing  useful to say about the origins of this saying so I hereby claim it as my own. It was the brilliant sunshine that blinded the driver, as he admitted. The accident happened where Bassetsbury Lane meets London Road. Remember we… Continue reading It just so happened…

What is philosophy?…

Transcribed from pages in my notebook, as scanned here. ...endless discussion of concepts worth discarding. Get a clean sheet, and start from scratch. That, if I remember, was how Descartes got started. He holed up on his own in a cold winter with only a wood stove for company, along with pen, paper and ink.… Continue reading What is philosophy?…

abstract thinking vs. sensuous living

Inspiration for this post came from today's Cryptic Crossword: fine is thin and king is a chess piece. Philosophy is a form of abstract thinking. There are plenty of posts on Wayfarer's touching on philosophy. Here's a few out of 29:: https://rochereau.uk/2006/08/02/what-makes-me-uneasy/ https://rochereau.uk/2006/10/12/having-no-enemies/ https://rochereau.uk/2009/11/13/the-world/ https://rochereau.uk/2010/08/30/meditation-on-death/ https://rochereau.uk/2010/11/17/lambs-and-us/ https://rochereau.uk/2015/01/25/on-being-an-animal/ https://rochereau.uk/2011/12/04/john-grays-straw-dogs/ https://rochereau.uk/2012/11/01/the-view-from-nowhere/ https://strangeparadox.blogspot.com/ https://rochereau.uk/2012/11/19/the-evolution-of-god/ https://rochereau.uk/2012/12/02/presence-the-numinous-in-everyday-life/ https://rochereau.uk/2014/10/09/a-ramble-through-landscape-hypermedia/ https://rochereau.uk/2011/10/02/becoming-animal/ https://rochereau.uk/2022/11/14/the-origins-of-speech-according-to-wittgenstein… Continue reading abstract thinking vs. sensuous living

No Man is an Island…

...keep 2 metres apart! This piece was written on March 29th 2020, but never till now published here. Spookily, I discovered it when the world's largest island becomes world news* No man is an Iland, intire of itselfe; every man is a peece of the Continent, a part of the maine; if a Clod bee… Continue reading No Man is an Island…

catalogue of books continued…

These are some more of my favourite books, the kind you treasure and partially recall, without finding time to refresh your memory. But it's good to read other people's reviews, and recall the flavour of these very different  volumes. ID shelf location author title pages description 1 MB3 desk left Sagittarius (Olga Miller) Quiver‘s Choice… Continue reading catalogue of books continued…

Upright working Prince, pure lad

I don't usually print our morning crossword solutions here, though occasionally elsewhere. Today, though, 1 Across could be of general interest, the clue not the anagrammatic solution. There's a site which explains the clues and offers answers Monday to Friday after 11am, Greenwich Mean Time. But while you're here you might like a few explanations… Continue reading Upright working Prince, pure lad

Hymn of the Cherubim

Written in November 2018, never before published on Wayfarer's Notes https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SZQzW_QfPew Natalie was asking readers if they could identify the old-master original of one of the drawings she found in her papers from years ago: I spent an hour or two on this quest without success. At some point, I stumbled upon the piece by… Continue reading Hymn of the Cherubim

The Pen is Mightier than the Sword

In 1954, my mother married my stepfather Septimus Charlton. He wanted to give a present to his new father-in-law, Vincent Ward, from whom I get my name. Impressed by the coat of arms, he used the design to make a 3d model in Perspex sheets, using available colours. My sister keeps it as an heirloom.… Continue reading The Pen is Mightier than the Sword

What looks after us…

... Providence or Angels? This piece was written in November 2018 I’ve been wanting to write about the role of angels in my life. Like most words in any language, it’s loaded with baggage going back millennia. Let’s strip off that heavy weight of meanings, leave it in a heap and walk lightly away. I… Continue reading What looks after us…

Giving Something Back

I wrote this in 2006, when social media were still young. Blogspot was the popular medium for bloggers, who habitually offered lists of  other blogs they recommended. See for example Bryan White's Encyclopedia of Counting Sheep with his journal of dreams.  Reading it again, I still hold to the view that blogging is a way… Continue reading Giving Something Back

The Nature of the I

Previously published on January 29th, 2016 The “I” is easily defined. It is what I mean when I say “I”. There is no confusion about it, no argument as to whether this “I” is real. René Descartes nailed it: cogito, ergo sum. Such simplicity has been wrecked by the introduction of “ego”, a weasel word… Continue reading The Nature of the I

A Feather on the Breath of God

I like opening extraordinary and special books at random, such as The Book of Disquiet (Pessoa), Centuries (Traherne) and Anam Ċara (O'Donohue). This is what came up when I did the same with our current book. It's the section titled CAUSES AND CURES, pp 108-11. The four elements That there are only four elements: There… Continue reading A Feather on the Breath of God

Hildegard of Bingen

Who was she? Although the history of her formal canonization is complicated, regional calendars of the Catholic Church have listed her as a saint for centuries. On 10 May 2012, Pope Benedict XVI extended the liturgical cult of Hildegard to the entire Catholic Church in a process known as "equivalent canonization". I'll try and read… Continue reading Hildegard of Bingen

Cretinocracy

I found this on my computer as a Word document. Checking online, I discover it's from Museum without Walls, by Jonathan Meades We are surrounded by the greatest of free shows. Places. Most of them made by man, remade by man. Deserted streets, seething boulevards, teeming beaches, empty steppes, black reservoirs, fields of agricultural scrap,… Continue reading Cretinocracy

The Tree of Life

First published on Blogger, Saturday March 17th,  2012 “If I can prevent just one person from watching this, it’ll have been worth suffering through it.” Thus begins a review of The Tree of Life by Kevin A Ranson, alias Grim D Reaper; unfortunately one which I didn’t read in time. I can’t blame Paula, from… Continue reading The Tree of Life

When love conquers fear

originally published on 27 Feb 2016. It's the most moving of the pieces I've been privileged to write. Especially as I discovered Etty Hillesum "accidentally"; but like so many things in my life I can't but think it was meant to happen. Correction: probably everything. While writing in my last about “Secret Strength” I had… Continue reading When love conquers fear

“Distinguish what’s real”

This piece was posted to perpetual-lab.blogspot.com on November 21, 2006, and never before published on rochereau.uk I proposed these three words the other day as minimal advice for the seeker who wants to travel light, and not be weighed down by the world’s scriptures and commentaries derived therefrom. I've been drafting a number of false starts since… Continue reading “Distinguish what’s real”

Like an Artist’s Brush

Originally posted on Blogger, February 19th 2010 I really haven’t got time to write anything here. This makes it all the more important to do it anyway. I write in my blog for the same reason others do—to discover what I really think. Think? I’m not referring to “detached thought”, that attempt to be rational… Continue reading Like an Artist’s Brush

Me and the Little Rock Nine

Another post to republish, written in March 2013, and relating to my life in 1958, aware of a momentous event in American history Now that my 16th birthday’s out of the way—it’s become a family event, this year bigger than last—the most exciting thing going on in my life is Winter’s retreat and Spring’s approach:… Continue reading Me and the Little Rock Nine

The Anointing of Saul

Published on Monday, January 10, 2011 in perpetual-lab.blogspot.com. A shorter version was then published here. Here is the full post. How shall I approach this Bible reading exercise? I’m glad I chose the First Book of Samuel because I last read it fifty-eight years ago, so it doesn’t blind me with the reflective glare of… Continue reading The Anointing of Saul

Unblocking

Rescued from oblivion today I’ve been glad of the chance to edit some of Ghetufool’s work lately. Writing is something I’m driven to by an impulse that won’t be denied. So what to do when writer’s block strikes? Turn to religion, I suppose, as people do when they feel vulnerable and melancholy. A fellow-blogger* distinguishes… Continue reading Unblocking

Grace Abounding

  This morning in bed I had a vague idea of saying something about the long-ago writer of my favourite hymn, but couldn't immediately remember his name. But then it came back to me—John Bunyan. Having read A Pilgrim's Progress in childhood, I checked his other works and found Grace Abounding, easily downloaded it from… Continue reading Grace Abounding

Bunyan offered Get out of Jail Free

Here is the Sum of my Examination before Justice Keelin, Justice Chester, Justice Blundale, Justice Beecher, Justice Snagg, etc. After I had lain in prison above seven weeks, the quarter-sessions were to be kept in Bedford, for the county thereof, unto which I was to be brought; and when my jailor had set me before those justices, there was a bill… Continue reading Bunyan offered Get out of Jail Free

Modest Ambitions

Originally published on Thursday, September 28, 2006 on perpetual-lab.blogspot.com via the Wayback Machine I mentioned the other day wanting to blog less and write a book instead. Books are real enduring literature, I told myself. I’d have more readers than now. In a book the reader’s attention is engaged for longer so the impact will… Continue reading Modest Ambitions

The Factory Across the Road

barriers are put up, the factory is no more. It's turning into a building site Middle roof  being dismantled Architect's drawing, would be better shown 3D at an angle. The design has been partially followed the air's full of brick-dust a dramatic moment. I was lucky to capture it from our bedroom window. Like much… Continue reading The Factory Across the Road

What books…

...would you read over and over again? I’ll take some time to think about this, but it’s likely to be an autobiography… Later, after further thought, I hit upon two fictional memoirs: Such is Life, by Tom Collins, Memoirs of an Australian cattle drover, “philosopher and rogue”, each chapter being the expansion from memory of… Continue reading What books…

Pilgrimage to St Cuthbert’s . . .

. . . Spiritual Homes, December 2024 I had been quite apprehensive about this trip as I was worried about my own personal excitability and spontaneous way of being — a concern/question as to how I could both be myself as well as act in an appropriate way in respect of my fellow pilgrim travellers,… Continue reading Pilgrimage to St Cuthbert’s . . .

Other Places, Other Times

I created a video and put it on YouTube in April 2015. It contains these tracks, you can click to hear any or all, * Inglan is a Bitch--Linton Kwesi Johnson High Society--Snooks Eaglin (New Orleans Street Singer) I feel So Good--J B Lenoir (Alabama Blues) My People--Youssou N'Dour (The Guide) Moments--Sandy Denny (Rendezvous, bonus… Continue reading Other Places, Other Times

A Cowardly Idle Fool

This post was rescued from perpetual-lab.blogspot.com as made available on the Internet Archive, 13 years after it was written What is this life, if full of care, We have no time to stand and stare? (W. H Davies, “Leisure”.) Go to the ant, thou sluggard. Consider her ways and be wise. (Proverbs 6:6) I’ve gone… Continue reading A Cowardly Idle Fool