table of contents

1. 1. Rebuilding from within
   2. An Exercise in Unknowing
   3. in praise of Inchoate Reality
   4. Engineering and Angels
   5. While Unsleeping
   6. the Grand Scheme of Things
   7. to the Reader
   8. Man Creates God
   9. Invitation to a close encounter
   10. All Actual Life is Encounter
   11. Do fish have souls?
   12. A magical place
   13. Home journal
   14. Cherishing the Past
   15. if a white feather falls in front of you…
   16. Recycling via the Salvation Army
   17. Why we do what we do
   18. Lucid Waking
   19. The Pen is Mightier than the Sword
   20. What looks after us?
   21. Angels and Us
   22. an Outsider
   23. My Life as Art
   24. On Coombe Hill
   25. Mill Park
   26. The Angelic Gift
   27. Flowers of Grass
   28. Country Walk
   29. The Gift Horse
   30. Liberation
   31. The Buddha and the Corpse
   32. Full Circle
   33. Girl with a Pearl Earring
   34. Sittism or mainly Whateverism
   35. Lehman Brothers Bites the Dust
   36. From a Nest of Terrorists
   37. Living in High Wycombe
   38. Eagle Flew Out of the Night
   39. Touched by the Printed Word
   40. Portrait of Two Kings
   41. This Blessed Plot
   42. Friendly Black Sheep
   43. Norfolk House
   44. Where Norfolk House Stood
   45. Fog on the Solent
   46. Intelligent Design
   47. Hurried Post
   48. Uncertainty
   49. Prophetic Words from 1976
   50. 1976: The prize-winning Lawless prophecy
   51. 1976 Prediction of the Mighty System
   52. Amazing Predictions
   53. When Memory Strikes
   54. The Ventilator Cowl
   55. Bledlow Ridge
   56. A Brush with the Past
   57. 32 Answers
   58. Altering the Past
   59. Sunlit Ecstasy
   60. The Princess Flying Boat
   61. Litter
   62. The Magic Fence
   63. Bonfire of the Vanities
   64. The Constant Spring
   65. Angst and Angels
   66. Springtime
   67. Flat-bottomed Clouds
   68. Healing
   69. Rainy day window
   70. The Placebo Effect
   71. Why Pain?
   72. Community
   73. Carbon Footprint
   74. an old Cockney song
   75. Good Vibrations
   76. Valley Creatures
   77. Sisyphus and the Rolling Stone pt 4
   78. Homer’s Odyssey
   79. Divine Anarchy
   80. Angelic Brightness
   81. Angelic Omens
   82. Preferring the Old Telephones
   83. The old Telephones
   84. On a Dark and Stormy Night
   85. One thought fills Immensity
   86. Revelations
   87. Sex Therapy book
   88. Sex Therapy
   89. Self-Doubt
   90. The Moment
   91. To Paul, from Vincent
   92. Love to All
   93. Preface
   94. Preface Mark II
   95. Preface Mark III
   96. The Cosmic Ordering Service
   97. Diogenes and Alexander
   98. Angels Disguised as Bandits
   99. Fantasies
   100. Bicycle
   101. Walking Alone
   102. In the Industrial Valley
   103. The Visionary Eye
   104. Love Affairs
   105. The Deck of Cards
   106. John o’Saturn Meets Women from Earth
   107. The Towers of Cybele
   108. To Paul, from Vincent
   109. Why do Ladybirds have Spots?
   110. Not Knowing feels like a good place to be
   111. Not trying too hard
   112. Easter Reverie
   113. Is Soul poured into Flesh?
   114. What is Soul?
   115. Do Fish have Souls?
   116. Do I have an Immortal Soul?
   117. Happiness Machine
   118. Punishment or Happiness?
   119. What the Alpine Club Had to Say
   120. The Handyman, by Brian Spaeth
   121. Ant vs Sluggard
   122. Bus Station
   123. Whithersoever
   124. Bus Ride
   125. Slug Life
   126. Back Home from Hospital
   127. Passion and Society</li
   128. Living in a Body
   129. … Until the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse land at Heathrow
   130. The Bitter Taste
   131. The Poetic
   132. Bless My Soul
   133. Neon or Candle-Light
   134. Blazing a Trail
   135. An Open Letter to the Person Complaining
   136. The Book of Margery Kempe
   137. The Free Soul
   138. A Fig-Leaf for David
   139. Enhancing the Sky
   140. This Blessed Plot
   141. Bach and Blackbird
   142. BWV 140, a Church Cantata of J.S. Bach
   143. An Air for Cello and Soprano
   144. Art as Generosity
   145. Classical Music of Africa
   146. Escaping from a Festival
   147. Dark Star
   148. Storms
   149. What Grandma Told Me…
   150. The Human Condition
   151. Fragile
   152. Theatre of Life
   153. One Piece of Baggage
   154. The word Spiritual
   155. What is the greatest invention of all time?
   156. Ducks and Drakes
   157. Ritual & Reason
   158. Cornfields near Amersham Old Town
   159. Bible-reading Martyrs
   160. A Very English View
   161. Liking and Disliking
   162. Museums and Women
   163. Mission
   164. Mission to Babylon
   165. Pedestrian Ideas
   166. Yellow
   167. Springtime
   168. Blurbs
   169. the beggar gives without my asking
   170. Dream Lesson
   171. Some Dreams
   172. When the Past Haunts the Night
   173. Night Thoughts
   174. The Senses
   175. Affinity
   176. Fernando Pessoa
   177. A Traveller’s Stale
   178. Lisbon
   179. By Bus and Canal
   180. Sunday Morning Stroll
   181. Unblocking
   182. Intelligent Design
   183. Panspermia
   184. Straw Dogs
   185. The Pope and the Koran
   186. All we ever need to know
   187. Discussion on Education
   188. The Realm of Infinite Possibility
   189. Perpetual Lab
   190. Piklu and the Old Man
   191. Enough of Priesthoods
   192. Hasty Sketch Map
   193. Preoccupied and Dreamy
   194. Sent to Boarding School
   195. Healing
   196. Eleventh Child
   197. Brexit Dream 1
   198. Brexit Dream 2
   199. Brexit Dream 3
   200. Beggars and Brexiteers
   201. Manhattan Odyssey
   202. 90 Minutes in New York
   203. No Man is an Island
   204. Other Places, Other Times
   205. Pilgrimage to St Cuthbert’s
   206. Privacy, Fearlessness
   207. Released from Hospital
   208. Driving Again
   209. Eagle Flew Out of the Night
   210. Storms
   211. Learning How to Live
   212. Crime and Punishment
   213. Death Row
   214. From the Gone Past
   215. University Dreams
   216. Ship of Dreams
   217. If I burn to death, they’ll be sorry
   218. Fields of Blood
   219. Religion on Public Life
   220. The Story of Tools
   221. Robert Louis Stevenson on Gas Lamps
   222. Knowledge of Angels
   223. Inner and Outer Landscape
   224. Pastures New

The girl who torpedoed the Government
Eye-Witness
Capturing the Moment
Belonging
Pheasant
Wasp Honey
The Pull of Heredity
Carbon Footprint
A Way with Words

…to be continued